Confusion

One time I decided to stopped. Another time I thought quitting wouldn't worth my effort. I really don't know what's next. Might as well stop having any feelings.

2 papers left. I felt great realizing that. But remembering I have add maths' paper tomorrow, I don't feel any better now. Mom is making me help her for the meal she's having tomorrow at office. I have like, tonnes of cooking to do now and I don't think I can revise for the hardest subject I ever known. What am I thinking anyway, I would never even score if I studied for it. Heh. Nonsense.

Ah ah ahhh. The pda is keep on playing the same song again and again. Just asked baby to give me songs and yeah guess that's what I need. New song to refresh my brain. Hee

The brother agreed to go out with me. I feel honoured he still wants to go out with me. And yeah I can't wait to spend some time with him again, being worry-free. Ha except I haven't tell someone. Whatever.

Gotta get back to the cooking. Muchas Gracias xx