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yesterday's :) lovelove.

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. it's 12.55 AM right now. and you DO noticed the date right? yeah yeah. PMR result is coming out today. WEW. I am not excited about it. not even a bit. -____-" the reason is maybe in the previous posts. nine more hours right? GAAH. gilak ini macam. saya hairan la blog. how come this people around me so sure I'll get good result oh. 'cause I so don't think so. I'll save this thing as a draft for now. gonna post it later after I got my result kay? wish me luck!

1:02AM,

nuggie

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ohgeeeeeeeeeeeee. Alhamdulillah :) I got straight a's for that darn thing. that's not what I expected bah blog. seriously. gilababak nabes otw pegi skolah. but everything was okay. :))) and everyone got good result too. uhm. ada cekgu padah ya result plg bagus since 2005. Idk la. but 48 students got straight a's. is it? not sure la plak. and theres quite a lot of them that got only 1 b. aish. coba la got straight a's. komfem bwat record. SPM perhaps? hahahah calie. hee. ;P but Alhamdulillah la smua okay. anw, congrats everybody. :]

8:43PM,

nuggie

surv

How many texts are in your inbox?
more than fifty maybe.

When did your last hug take place?
idr.

Who was the last person you talked to?
sist ain.

Whats the first text in your inbox say?
meh

When was the last time you smiled?
I have no freakin idea when that is.

Does anyone like you as more than a friend?
I guess so.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
today? hurm. probably sist.

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
LIKE.. NO ONE.

What are you NOT looking forward to?
2009.

Are you a forgiving person?
yeah.

What is something you really want right now?
:( :( :( :( :( :( I wouldn't be able to have it :( :(

How many TRUE friends do you have?
idk

What is the last thing you put in your mouth?
brownies.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
it's 5:20AM now. don't feel like sleeping.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
blegh

Do you prefer to call or text?
depends.

Who took your profile picture?
profile? sist.

What is your ring tone?
Atreyu's

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
mmmyeah.

Who was the last person you saw in person?
my sist.

When is the next time you will hug someone?
I have no idea.

Are you wearing anything on your feet right now?
no.

What are you eating?
nothing.

Who was the last person you texted?
mehhhhhh.

First person under J on your cell phone?
don't feel like checking.

Do you hate that person?
-

Do you have any fun plans for tomorrow?
tomorrow? there will be doa selamat here.

How many and what kinds of animals are there in your house?
zero

Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?
of course.

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
no idea.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
I think so. oh oh. I'm selfish. NAH. I ONLY THINK ABOUT MYSELF. :Damn

How old is the first person on your top?
eighteen.

Where was your default picture taken?
hmmm

What does your last sent text say?
mehhhhhhhhhh.

Are you crazy?
I wouldn't be typing this if I am. idiot.

Are you wearing any jewelry?
yeah.

What was the last thing you drank?
water.

Are you happy right now?
NO?

What did you do today?
the day had just started.

Do you like to smile?
fake smiles all the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

What time do you usually wake up on the weekends?
during this hols, around noon.

What do you want out of life?
happiness? that's a lame answer.

Are you easily scared by horror movies?
yeap.

Do you still turn to your parents for advice or comfort?
did I ever do that?

Have you ever been in a difficult relationship?
hmmmmmmmmmmm.

How long would it take you to walk home from work?
it will take me around few days to walk home from school.

Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with for more than 5 minutes?
:( I wanna talk some more. gah

How old will you be on your next birthday?
sixteen.

Where is one place that you'd like to visit?
my fav place please? :(

Who's the last person of the opposite sex you hugged?
none.

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
it's hard to find light haired guys here.

What sport do you watch the most?
None.

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
mmm.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
there's a lot actually.

What was the worst mistake of your life?
growing up.

What was the highlight of your week?
die.

MUCH loves,

nuggie

two thousand eight, people?

three :three two four AM

blog blog! hye blog! the year is coming to an end. not really. well, quite la. :) it's two days until 1430 Hijrah. and four days until 2009. isn't it's just so amazingly amazing how time flies? guna belon kot. I had a ... wonderful year. I'm pretty sure I did. not really sure but bleghhhhhhhh. there's like so much things happened this year. and so much things changed. and so many people get out and get in to my life. and *wtf with this fcking and?*

me. to be honest, idk what's the difference between me at the beginning of the year & me at the end of the year. I'm still meeeeeeee. just a year older right? and no, so not a year wiser. but according to some people, I changed. HAR HAR. mind explaining which part? whatev it is, maybe they're right. I wouldn't know if I change or not. so thanks for telling me anw. all I want right now is good result for the bladiPMR. three DAYS left man. I mean, THREE. GAHHHHH. I don't think I did my best back at that time & I'm so regretting it right now. apa-apa pun, harap result smua orang menakjubkan jak. and by that, I mean straight a's la kan. Amin. :)

family. so many events are held this year. and all of them are really good to be cherished. NEW YEAR party 2008. something we said on that day. "tok la ari paling calie lam 2008". It's just feel right. hee. those birthday parties, hari rayaaaaa, tahlil, makan doa selamat. anything la. sist wasn't here most of the time anw. so it's not that great. =__=" tp tp tp, I forgot most of them bahh. so babo one. ish. but I remember one thing for sure. going out with them cuzzies every saturday or sundayyy. those picnics and hang outs. heart itt. and I hope it will always be that way. if I'm staying here. hwahwa. and weeeee. I miss my boipren nih. :(

nya hensem bah. :(

my 2008 fav pic. ;]

teachers. hahahahhaa. tang calie semcm jak. x) walopun I know no teacher will read this. I mao mintak maap ngan smuaaaaaa teachers kalau jadi sumber saket hati. and and I'm so sorry kalau ada anok2 cdak tok. cekguu. cekguu. kau lah ratu hatiku. ahahhaha. but I admit it, those teachers made my school year worthwhile. well, some laa. Miss Lee, our class teacher and also our english teacher. I like her sarcasticness. thanks for the things you thought us. Cikgu Meelan, our BM teacher. sangat sporting and she actually 'layan' our loya. best la sangat. :] Mr Liew, our maths teacher. heeeee. I like the his speed! walopun banyak sik masok. Miss Chong, you actually PUT those science facts to my head. like omgah, that rarely happens. HAHA. Cekgu Saiful, our KHB teacher. cekgu sangat COOL okaaay blog. Ust. Razi, PI teacher. can make us laugh at random moments. ha. SIR Let, geography teacher. I'll miss the "what did he asked us to do?". cekgu cekgu, cekgu amat calie bah. -___-" Cekgu Gobel, history teacher. a bit menakutkan when his voice at the high note. but still cekgu best. and I like sejarah only after he teaches us. and lots of other teacherrr too. :))

friends. so what's with friends ohh. xbrapa ingat lah. hmm. my classmates are great. yeapp, they sure are. I love the way we teased the teachers. though some teacher consider it as rude sesangat. and the class got so popular because of our rudeness I've just mentioned. 3 Cekal 2008. but I think.. 2 Cekal was a bit greater. hahaha. and through this year I got closer with my darling Syafinaz Sulaiman. and oh syayang, you are a great partner in crime. HAHA. rindu ngan nya bah blog :( hmm. there's many events held at the school as well. *like duhh* you know what. awal2 tahun, I was like.. I love this school. and bila dah nak habis skolah, that school was such a pain in the ass. sangat paloi la. tp tp tp it's considered as a great school maseh. ehemehem. geng bas skolah, you guys rawk. aha. Carrie and Jannet! I like those time when we teased Jannet with the apek. haiya, no heart feeling. ;P haha. and here at school. where I have this family. I love you guys. :) ktk org best okayyyy. and dear, you know it's hard for me to make the decision too kan? sangat berat hati bah saya. tetapi saya masih tidak tahu. kita tunggu dan lihat kay. but jangan serang my house like you told me, 'cause that sounds scary. haha. friends, those laughs and fights. things couldn't get any better. I heart you guyss! but to some friends who think I buang batu, no I don't. trust me, I don't. AND I'm not really that sombong either. hee.

3 cekal 08

bananaheart. kamu. telah menemani hari-hari saya. :) terima kasih. I didn't know someday things gonna be like this. but it happened. yey me. ehhh. haha. the things was diff kan back at the beginning of the year? not beginning la. somewhere around the middle. I'm sorry. but then things were okay again. and I'm just grateful to have you by my side. but some things changed too right? how I wish everything was fine as it used to be. ehe. hoho. hmm. you told me you didn't regret right. thankss. and you know what. this something is always lingering on my mind ; it's not gonna be like this forever. but whatev with that. I'm just gonna appreciate all the time I still have youu. n.n tp tp tp, ttp mao padah tok. makseh & sorry for semuanya. :]

well, I wanna say thanks to everybody who made my year so wonderful. I'm still wondering whether this year is much better than yesteryear. ;) and to some people out there, I'm sorry if I've done anything wrong. I'm sorry if I dissapointed anyone. I'm sorry if I didn't do what you want me to do. Just plainly sorry for everything too. and blog blog, to you toooo. thanks for being my blog. :)

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ANW.
not really having a good day. woke up with some weird mood and back to that stupid mood again now. I hate this feeling & I won't sleep I tell you. saya juga tidak akan mengalah. if you need me, you'll look for me right? I don't like stressing people up. HAHA. I hate saying sorry I hate saying sorry I hate saying sorry. I want someone to tell me goodnight right now. ergh. and again, I'll be willing to take all the blame since all of them are my fault. InsyaAllah la. what's the worst I could do oh blog? I wonder. feel so ___________ right now. fill in the blank using any suitable word. oh ohh. I hope xda palak pecah aite. what did mmy tell bout sick people? sick people shouldn't think too much. harap2 nya have enough rest right lah oh blog. :/ and get well soon too. ukan aku ka spatutny jaga? mm. sorry

♥ nuggieeeeeeeeeee

befffff

seven : five zero PM

Assalamualaikum blog :)

I'm just posting this to wish this someone happy birthday, again. ha

ehemehem

happy birthday to youu.

happy birthday to youu.

*that's lame -O-*

happy birthday to you, Aiman-Rasyid Bin Nizam.

They say a best friend is always there.

Good times, bad times, special times for anything anywhere.

So here I am standing here today at this special moment

So wish you a happy birthday

You're a year older now.

You're growing. WOW!

Life is not as short as they say.
If so, I wouldn't be able to see you today.

To be almost grown. How does it feel?

And be able to tell the difference between what's fake and what's real.

Though I didn't see you from the beginning, I get to see you to the end.

From a seed to flower but not quite yet you're only at the stem.

But when you start to blossom, I'll still be here.

To know you made it all right, up until then.

When it hurts to look back and you're scared to look ahead.

Just right beside you, and your friend is there.

We'll always be friends

From now until the end. :D

meeeeeeeeeeee,

nuggie

short one. :]

eleven : two three PM

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
omgah I'm so damn sleepy. :O
I officially woke up at 5PM today.
I guess that's the latest ever.
so what did I do today..
oh yea, nothing.
great day great day.
feel like going to sleep.
sorry for the damn short post, blog.

toodles.

oh oh blog.

here's some pics that was taken when we went to Bungai Beach last Sunday. :)

much loves,

nuggie.

maybe

hey bloggie. sorry ar xsalu update.

malas bah. :(

but I'm FINE FINE FINE FINE.

well, baru sembuh la at least.

organs don't break. so ur heart is actually fine. :]

much loves,

nuggie.

hot hot hot hottie hot.

this lappie. or the streamyx. or the MSN. or the YAHOO.
I have no idea which one.
but anyway. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck all.
you just ruined my only chance of looking at him.
ohsosial tol bah. garh. kan blog? :'(

p/s: it's not you lah. it's just not the right time. sorry.
i misssssssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
I have an idea. why don't you come back here?
-____________________________-"

stressed out,

nuggie

ftw

hahahhahahahhahahahhahahhaa.
no Ain. I'm not gonna blog about today.
I'm not gonna elaborate about it HERE.
not that it's soooo special.
hahaha. I'm outt.

toodles :)

nuggie

updates!

haha. I have no freakin idea how long I didn't update.
maybe it's not that longgg. but I didn't keep all the good stuff in here.
lazyness babyy. sorry bloggy. don't blame me ey. :P

so where did I stop? oh yea. since sis haven't got here yet.
but she is now. omgah it's 13th. :O time fliessss man!
so I've been going out pretty often lately. not really. but whatever.
oh oh. I've been watching like lots of movie.
guess I spent too much time watching tv.
the boredomness haven't kill me till now. I wonder why. heh

so what else am I gonna write now oh. :S
OH yea, Azzren's mom passed away last night.
Al-Fatihah.

out now,

nuggie.