Saturday, February 28, 2009

woot

brrr brrr! this blog is lack of updates. haha. HELLO BLOG. orientation week had over. yippie -_-
it makes me feel strongerrr. yeah rrright lah. overall, it was fun. minus the shouting and screaming. sik hardcore gilak. it was not that kind of serious shit actually. I don't think it was that such fun .. until today lah. :) but axren said she had a really fun week. good fer anyone who's thinking the same thing. hee. what was it about today tek ohhh. evryone cam suuuk jak. and the whole form 4 cam united! x) tiring ohh. but ahhh~ good times. ;) the only mistake was not taking any pictures. and I hate how my hand looks right now.

I really have no idea what to type here. come tell me what's the purpose of having a blog. 'cause I'm not sure what it's really about doe. killing time or passing it to the next generation? wew

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
out.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

psycho

baaaaaaaaaaah. idk where to start. -______-"
okay okay.

I feel sleepy.
I'm tired of cleaning up.
I wanna spend more time with the tv.
hot shower sickens me.
my tummy is growling.
I wanna eat more pizzaaaaaa.
I have no reason to laugh now.
though I really wanted to.
I wanna sleep.
I just found my two lost teddies.
tests result gonna be frustrating.
I feel like going to bed.
I've spent too much money.
I hate addmaths.
I don't understand even a bit about the new chapter.
I should eat now but I'm too lazy to move.
I'm not looking forward to next week.
I wanna sleep bah.
run bayb ruuuuuuun. don't ever look back.
I wish I'm dead lah right now. -__-"
I need to do more than just LIVE.
and I wanna sing some more.
any good songs people? tell me please.


kay kay. I'm not gonna close te account lah.
I thought this is a waste of time.
but what else I would do anw. bergh.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

f you very much.

everything. everyone.
temporary.
don't hope anything for it nuggie.
and take it more, not seriously :)
life move on.
things can't hold you back.
things can't hold me back.
what you see now, it's not gonna be in the future.
except your brain. can't see it anw.
craps


I'll be shutting this account soon.
sorry blog.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

check yes

whatever with the away mode. bergh! I have no comments about school so far. I should stop complaining everything about it as well. but it's stressing me up yaw. QUITE. huuuu.

"i got a cnfession to make. i hate all my frens *blabla* "
awwwh too bad fer you. Let me be ur only friend. okay? haha.
you know you can't really trust anyone these days.
not excluding me myself.
but I can try my best to be ur greatest friend. HAHA. :D
craps.

hmmmmm.
kmk cam kecik ati jak?
how come I figured out certain things myself without being told about it?
I may not know everything. but I have streamyx!
including real living streamyx that can see and talk.
and oh do you know that I have powerful instinct?
it is seldom wrong. and it has been proven.
maybe that is considered taking care of my so-called feeeling.
but I don't take it that way. sorry.

poofs poofs.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

prog 1? bergh!

BEEEEEP.
away for one week.
I'll be back on saturday!
take care peeps.
and wish me luck :)
much loves,
nuggie!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

might as well just do it alone.

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey?
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That's how you know, he's your love.

You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her .


COME SING IT WITH ME! :]]
happy Saturday blogggg. such a busy week ohh. and it's gonna get even busier next week. oh demmit. I wonder when will I start revising. whatever. ANW, it had also been a .. great week? oh not really. can't find a suitable word to describe it. I think I wanna go to that darn Cineplex right now and watch another movie. too bad can't do that today. RAWRS. tomorrow perhaps? but I'm broke. :(

YESTERDAY, went out with lovesies. haha. they were actually buying stuffs for THEIR class la. and I sebok2 ekot. hoh? -__-" tp tp I was buying stuffs for MY class as well bah. so ada la jwak tujuan ekot ya kan? deh, perlu meh pdh? bengong. but I sure had a great time with them eyy. ;) can't even remember when was the last time I hang out with them like that. met quite lots of people there. and and end up receiving emotional phone call from bisak. HAHA lol lol. dyg looks very weird in the pic. well, weird in a good way lah. hee


and as for today! I was very happy. not at the beginning of the day. maybe after that. I just donno why. I had wonderful dreams ey. which I don't remember what. dang tol. and this someone made me really happy today. and I also donno why. and perasaan gembira seronok kauci cekodok cempedak diesel shell apapa lah tersebut beterusan hingga saya tidak tahu bila. wait. until just now. that happy feeling poofs away already. is it right to repay someone who made you happy by breaking them down so badly? :( I swear I didn't meant those things I told you. told you it was irony. IRONY. irony means the use of words to convey a meaning that is the opposite of its literal meaning. UGH

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

cuhreepaps. wth

brrrh. I feel so stressed up. I know I shouldn't feel like this. but I don't think I can handle this. mygdness. Just need somthing to loosen myself up :S

____


[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?*
dia, dia & dia lagi. meeeep.

[TWO] What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?*
we're connected. eh. hahah how should I answer this qs oh. lemme just keep it to myself. :)

[THREE] Do you slap people's butts?*
hahahahhaha I do.

[FOUR] Has your number 2 on your friends ever made you cry?
number 2.. lemme use the fs's top friends. well he did. but I guess it wasn't his intention to do so.

[FIVE] Name something you CANNOT wait to do?*
get all my homeworks done. but I didn't even start. haiya haiyaa. so paloi.

[SIX] What is your current mood?*
very very VERY tired. is that even a MOOD?

[SEVEN] Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?*
lets share the fun. I'm gna wake up like everyday (if I have the time to sleep la) and get ready for school. then I'll be reaching school and take out my unfinished homeworks and take that few minutes left before the assembly to finish it. but fcos I won't be able to right.. then I'll be having chemist class. revision as Mr Yong told us. then we'll have physics class. I have no idea what will happen tomorrow. whatev. then recess. I hope I'll have the time to sleep. garr. and then ada kelas agama. yadayada omg hw. -__-" ADDMATHS. grh. there'll be a quiz tomorrow. I hate quizzes. especially when it comes to numbers. rasa bodoh jak bah. ishk. the last subject will be biology. that will be in the afternoon. I'm so missing Miss Rahanim :( rawr. and we'll be having gerko right after that. naaaaaaaaaaaah that will be for tomorrow. lets consider this is the 12th Februay's post. HAHAA. predictable

[EIGHT] look at a picture/poster in your room, who's on it?
eee mr spiderman x) well he wasn't suppose to be in this room. haha

[NINE] Do you wear different colored eyeliner, like blue or purple?*
occasionally lah.

[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?*
no thanks. I would change the whole thing. so no.

[ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?*
no. I'm so serious y'knoww. :]

[TWELVE] When will you eat next?:*
this ulcer made me feel that I shouldn't eat anything until it's gone. RAWRRRR.

[THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot?*
I'm not sure. talk? think? oh wait, blink my eyes. :)

[FOURTEEN] What was the last thing you looked up on Google?*
OMG. I typed BIOLOGY. hahahahah

[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right Now?*
I always have that feeling of seeing somebody. lol

[SIXTEEN] Did you drink any coffee today?*
nope. but nescafe, yes. it's an addiction ohh. and it helped me when I need more time to be awake. HAHA

[SEVENTEEN] what do you usually order from Starbucks?
I don't go there.

[EIGHTEEN] Do you think finishing college is important?*
definitely yes.

[NINETEEN] Have you ever been to a circus with lions and all that?*
ee yes. I love circus! minus the annoying freakin clown. haha

[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?*
the way they walk? haha if they're walking. if not, mehhh I'm not sure. their looks I guess. hair! :))

[TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest secret?*
do you have any idea what does a secret really means? ahha. If I tell you, it wouldn't be a secret anymore. so that so-called biggest secret won't be a secret anymore since everybody will know about it. hahahah craps. shit.

[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex?*
I couldn't care less. but home I guess. haha

[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take him/her back?*
no thanks.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?*
gosh. FACT. It's a must ehh. or else you'll become lack of imagination like Sya told me. but she still have that bigbigweird imagination though she doesn't watch that thing. maybe that's natural talent. but still, kiddy movies or tv shows are important. especially cartoons :)

[TWENTY-SIX] How often are you laughing?*
like, very very often. even when I don't need to. even when I shouldn't. even when I actually can't.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other languages?*
obviously. like malay and sarawak. a bit of chinese. french. spanish. haha like AS IF.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Whats your favorite smell?*
smell of my fav place. eh eh. hahaha. but it's true. grrr

[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life.*
pretty boring. I need something to spice things uppp. mind helping me?

[THIRTY-ONE] Do you like the rain?*
I LOVE the rain. just like those frogs and toads loves it.

[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking about right now?*
I'm so tired and I'm still doing this. wtf is wrong with me oh? sheesh. missing aiyeen :(

[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing right now?*
wanna know wanna know? I should be doing my homeworks. HOMEWORKS. boring bio. annoying addmaths. and plentyful of others. gaaaaaaaaah.

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is the last thing you watched on TV?*
phineas and ferb.

[THIRTY-FIVE] .If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?*
well nothing much. EVERYTHING, I think. :)

[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person you told I love you?*
me nemo. hwahwa. I love yah. ;)

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently around the person you like?*
different how? lebeh sopan kot. haha no lah.

[THIRTY-NINE] name one song that reminds you of an ex?
ahaha. tercipta untukku. and and he stroke's. hahahaha wth

[FORTY] Who was the last person to make you smile.
haha that guy who answered the survey's qs. oh thanks a lot for making me smile -___-"

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

need to get away

nature-stalking. isn't it b-e-a-utiful? :))

Sunday, February 8, 2009

nobodys real

hey hey. just a lil update. :) just got back from boulevard. was with dad yadayadayadayada. I feel like buying everything that I saw. but I ain't a billionare daughter. you can't buy everything you want. so too bad for ya nuggie. haha.

anw. watched Underworld 3 with them cuzzies today. omg kaaaaak, don't be jealous bah kay? enjoy jak your busy life ya. at least you can watch tinkerbell kan? HAHA. we'll watch everything you want as soon as you're home. I mean home home. not your second home. back to the story. the movie was wuish great I tell ya. *though I didn't watch the first ad second part* hahah. actually I was a lil bit blurry at first. malu bertanya sesat cerita, so I asked. :) but still, I don't understand the whole thing. it's recommended! go watch go watch. haha

I wanna take pics of the fireworks. but I'm too lazy to move. so blegh whatever. :[ the idea of tomorrow sadden me :(( our ultraman gaia will move to other class. the class downstair. OMG I AM REALLY FRUSTRATED ABOUT THIS. I won't be able to sing him my stupid song anymore. I do that everytime I walks into the class and saw him baaaaaaaah. I won't be able to annoy him anymore. *I'm not sure whether he's annoyed or what* & I won't be able to always says hye dil anymore. my world will turn dull dull DULL. WHY HIMMMMMMM?! maybe I'm overreacting but I'm really sad about it though :( syaaaa, tell DJ pick someone else. reshuffle some more. I can't take this fact. HAIH. and and Syahira gonna move too. aww stupid school! ish

HOMEWORKS = TRAGIC. and I'm tragically disturbed by school. I have like billions of questions to do and yet I'm still doing this. can you see how much you meant to me blog? haha whatev. up up and away. to the rescueeeeeeeeeeeeeee. -__________-"

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs,
nuggie.

sunny sunday. *so far*

weee. happy birthday syafinaz! :) :) and sorry for the picture above. can't help it. it's soooooooo cute. like the very. hahahaha. let me gv you some more wishes. I love you btw!

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,
I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know. :) ily

So yesterday evening, we went to Sya's house for her majlis kesyukuran and berfday. eh ya ka? I guess that was it. hahaha. I'm not good at elaborating. pics do the job aight? :]


so that's the birthday girl. HAHA. well, in an older version than the first pic la. and that's Warid. he have superpowerrrrr. fire fire. well I have ice -__-" and he kept saying mintak pujik to me :( and the photo below. just random photos. too bad some of us went back early. so they're not in the photos. not some laa. only Wis, Jo and Faizul are missing in action. haha. from left to right. atas ke bawah. haha. that's zati. and azlin. and fatin. and that's us *wink* ahha. zati and I got drunk. eh no la. x) just some random act. hee. thats nabby. and feraaaa. and that's aiman.


ee fera guna tudung sebelom ya. omg so pretty :))) but I didn't take any pics of it. but they do. haha. this was before I went out from that house. though mum keep calling me to cepat-cepat. I can still be teming-teming. nyeh. but I woof this pics nway. hee. and sya, thanks for inviting aight!
*hahahahahha Warid's too short!*


and later that night, went to wa's house to celebrate Mia's and Fikah's birthday. AND that is Damia in the pics below. senyuman paksa yaaa. that's why cam pelik jak. haha. well happy birthday kiddo. though I know you don't like me. sobs. keep that cute face till you're 80. -__- it's not that she's gna read this. haiya

but before that. I did some stalkingg. haha omg I sooo missed him =) he's not really in the mood last night. but who cares. you're so adorable la sayang. haih. coba la I have eyes like that. grrrr.

that's pretty much everything about yesterday. it's a great day la overall. I was about to update last night *again* but I was so sleepy. I asked Kak Ug to do the typing for me. haha lazy assss. but it's not that bad bah kan. helping is caring. apaka. bah bah. mao mandik. taraaa blog.

much loves!
nuggie.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

coffee and bubbles -_-"

AINastaroth: huu
zaid arif: suh onon invite i kat blog dier
zaid arif: haha
zaid arif: down i
zaid arif: i salu je bace blog dierr
AINastaroth: lor ye ke?
AINastaroth: i paste neh
AINastaroth: jap

omg I have readers! I thought I have only one. HAHAHAHA. dengan perasaan bangga dan murah hati, saya telah menginvite kalian2 yang bertuah untuk membaca blog yang membosankan jiwa raga ini.

it's nearly five. I'm not sleepy and I don't even feel like sleeping. well maybe a bit. but still waiting for my wishes. grrrr. pa ku buat tek oh? not sure la. But I'm wasting my time fer sureee. sheeeeeeesh I'm starving. jum makan :(

Friday, February 6, 2009

achot :))

this was yesterday, the 5th. cam malas jak kmk mao upload bebanyak. so ya jak la kay. ya la abg kmk :) he's like 2 years older than me. he's 8 y/o ordy. and gettin .. smarter I guess? haha. no more 'rumah yang tajam' in his BM paper I hope. or 'air sirap diletakkan di tempat yang tinggi kerana beracun'. pfffft you're freakin pathetic and I LOOOOVE YOU. hahahaha.

xxnuggie

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

BEGONE.

Selamat hari Rabu blog :) hope you had a nice day being a blog today. ok that's pretty pathetic. you make me feel like I'm some kind of a loser who doesn't have any freakin friend. gosh. but oh well, I don't mind. I'm used to talking to myself like this already. cheers for this craps.

I was about to update yesterday but the connection jadi lagg gilak2. I got fed up and just leave the post as draft right there. whatev. back to 2nd Feb, last Monday. let the pictures do the talking. :)

*pics talking* here's acai. happy berfday to him. gettin older, gettin wiser I suppose. :) and may your eyes become .. bigger? -_-" oh that's yatie btw. haha. I don't even know what am I haha-ing. wait, pics can laugh? weird.

*pics talking again* idk who's that in red. we just took their pic. HAHA WTF. well that's cuzzies. and that one on the right, the gay guy, he annoys me. whoops?

*continues talking* and he was upset to be in the picture because he don't wanna die. "ney boleh tiga orang. kmk simok mati dolok. *munjus*" OH COME ON. he's always like that.

*sigh* so they get so bored and took this one. weird pipols.

oh oh I just found out that it's eddieb's birthday too on the 2nd. Happy belated birthday to you. though you don't read my blog. and though I never, I mean NEVER talk to you before. hahaha. and todaay. the 4th of February. Happy birthday to Kak Fiza and Hidayah as well. :)))) may God bless you guys. hee. more birthdays coming up! and guess whose birthday is tomorrow? well it's in the next post. HAHA

That's all for it. :) I had a .. fine day at school today anyway. still don't have the school spirit. wait, I'm gaining it ohkay? but too bad they're going to reshuffle us. boohoo. and no, I'm not fine with that. talk to ya later blog. -_-" tahap amarah saya sudah meningkat

kthxbye,
nuggie

Sunday, February 1, 2009

beep


well that was yesterday. don't feel like elaborating much but I totally felt uncomfy last night okay. It was 60% boring I tell ya. boring la jwak tapi xboring ilak. HAHA. the food was.. nyeh whateverish. sik nyaman gilak bah. tp asal kenyang nyaman lah ya. tp sik jwak kenyang ney. oh you get the point right. kthx. paka. so overall, whatever. :] and yea. sik banyak gambar because no sis around. imysfm. miao

oh weeeee it's sunday today. the day is nearly over. it's monday tomorrow and you have no idea how much I wish the time stopped right here at this moment. I hide this laptop just now bah. but I can't resist the temptation. omfg I'm so sorry to myself -__________________-" spatutnya bwat +m3 bah right now. but that thing just simply gave me heartache. grrrh. went to Taman Awam this evening with cuzzies. AND fcos with beloved boyf. *winkwink I wish* miss him ordy. he's becoming more and more adorable each day. please la. jangan sesapa jeles kay? HAHA

guess I'll just stop right here. loves!