Nemo.

At times like this, when I'm at the bottom of the wheel like this, there's something that might turn this frown upside down. And it's always the same person, I'm in need of Pipin :( You wanna know what's so special about him? He's 2 years old. He's very cute. Very very very cute. He treat people according to his mood. And he talk the cutest way anyone can ever talk. He's afraid of mannequin. and he hates it if he don't get what he wanted. Typical kids right?

The thing with kids is you can tell them whatever you want, they still gonna believe you. You can turn them down, but they'll still come to you. You can make them mad but they're always get back to you. No matter what. Kids are like that. and that's why I wanna be someone who'll deal with kids in the nearest future. Not to say a housewife, but something that gets me to meet more kids. More babies :) and what I really love about them is, every time I'm upset with them, I'll think about they're just a kid, they can't think wisely.

But if you're a grown up. A 17 y/o guy, whats your reason? Just because I call you my baby doesn't mean you can think like one :( Man I'm upset. UPSET. I've talked to him about the whole week situation and what seems to be the problem is me. He can't stand my attitude. Dude, I've been living my life holding back myself real badly from punching you in the face with that attitude of yours. Don't take this the wrong way. But I love you THAT much to hold on. So how come when you can't stand mine, you just stop treating me nicely and left me wondering what did I do wrong. I'm sorry to say this, but it's not fair. :(

I wanna give up. I wanna tell you the whole same thing I've told a friend of mine. If I bring that much misery to your life, then tell me why the fuck should I stay? I've told you I don't have the time to be sad with you. I chose you to make my life better. I never meant to make your life worst. When I used all these words, you're saying I'm leaving you. You're pushing me y'know. Don't make me feel tired with all these situation. I've left you once to teach you a lesson but it seems like I was the one who learnt that I can't live without you at all.

I love you, please be my baby back? The world is a better place if we stop arguing and be more loving as we used to sayg :( Don't give up on me. I really love you xx