Just gonna stand there?

and watch me cry? That's alright. :) Because you're so used to it already it doesn't matter to you. So yeah whatever with that I can hold it in, again. But be well prepared for the explosion.

I really missed you though and you make it seemed like it's a small thing. I've been waiting for the whole day yesterday for I thought you're missing me too. All your texts were so sad I thought you don't want to be there. It was a complete different story. Probably you were annoyed that you had to text me when you actually had plenty of fun to enjoy. You know I wouldn't mind if you just tell me you're busy. But making it seemed like you missed me too wasn't fair :'(

and now you simply sleep. Oh yeah in case you're reading this, don't blame me for posting this on my blog. YOU'RE NOT EVEN AWAKE TO HEAR ME OUT. Baby I need your comfort, why aren't you helping me. When I get all upset, you just gonna spit it out. So if I'm upset, where do you expect me to go? Write it in my diary where you would never find out? It was just a 2 day camp, and it seemed like you just realized I sucked out all the fun in your life. BLAH I'M DONE FOR THIS TIME.

Today I woke up feeling miserably happy (?) Those sad thought were in my mind but the fact that Abg Boboi sent Pipin here so that I can meet him mad my entire day. OMG he're just so effin cute I wouldn't let any girl be his girlfriend! And so I spent the day painting the house and I'm quite in love with the color though.

I was supposed to meet him today :'(