Friday, September 4, 2009

what are you waiting for?

it's like I have lost inside my own world. not knowing to either believe what is actually real and what I hoped to be real. you can see the different right? I can't anyway. and I don't know what the heck am I typing right now cos my fingers keep on typing without having any idea what to write so it just kept on typing.. typing.. and typing.. Taiping is in Pahang isn't it? ohhhhh I so missed geography although it was the most boring subject ever especially when your teacher went into your class just to tell you which page of the workbook you should do. serupa ayam. mehhh.

watched Final Destination 4 today with chuppy and nemo. and.. uhm.. don't feel like describing the movie anyway. watch it urself. FEEEEEEEEEEL THE PAIIIIIIIIIN. it's happening to me right now. I can see visions. lots of visions. face of people who are dying. I can feel it now. it's happening to me. and it's freaking me out aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ok I'm sorry for not making any sense. palis2 la menda geya jadi. but you should watch the movie ok? bes :D

I missed Ain. yeah, very much. and I can't wait for you to be back home again. so that we can shop for raya. penantian yang menyakitkan T_T AND TODAY I FINALLY MET ADI. :D like omgomgomgomg rindu macam sial. like seriously. he grew 5'ft tall already man! (yeah right what am I kidding. no two y/o kid can grow that big ftw)the fact that I kissed him made my day. maaf nemo, seeing you also made my day except that I meet you everyday so meeting him is more rare. ;P ok kidding.

I thought I had already post something about not writing long post but this one kinda long already. in case my grandchildren read this in the future.. hello sweetie. I'm ur granmama. I don't have a life so I write all these to keep myself busy. please children, appreciate all the time and every poeple that you have. you don't want to regret as I do. haha.

I've been listening to Missing You by 1st Lady for these past few days. lagu yang dh mati dimamah zaman brrrr. keep on singing it over and over again. maybe I'm dying hahaha ok sorry -________-" and also been listening to Good Charlotte's old songs which my sister and I used to sing back then. saya tersekat dalam masa lampauuuuu. dalam kegembiraan yag pernah dikecapi. dalam kesusahan yang selalu diharungi. dalam kekesalan yang menghantui sehingga ke hari ini. mencari erti kehidupan memang payah drpd mencari selipar yang hilang. mungkin kita tidak perlu mencari erti tersebut. instead, we should just.. live our life. kan rihanna? ehe :)

despite the odds, I'm still happy with how things are going right now. good night world!

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