diakah alien yang kita cari-cari? gagagaga

ahhh. I'm frikin stuck in this office again. at least I'm not at school being stared by the indon oke? 'cause that is SERIOUSLY scary I tell ya. pandangan tajam yang tepat ke muka. hwaarghh pondok tepi sungey TT. anw, I was about to update last night. but I was too busy wasting my time staring at those books till I fall asleep till I don't remember when. well yesterday was Mothers' Day. so Selamat Hari Ibu kepada para ibu dan mereka yang perasan jadi ibu. mwahaha. and I suddenly remember tu quote out this question ;

what is the toughest thing you have to go through everyday?
arguments with her. :S

had picnic yesterday with them families and cuzzies or whatev I should call 'em at Esplanade. finally meet Lutfil Hadi after sooooo damn long. times really does change people. he doesn't have any hair on his head nowwww. like gahhh. he looks like some kind of toyol from Mars. apakan. but guess what. he's still cute as always :))) and the best thing was he got out from his bad mood and became so hyperactive. heeee. I don't have any pics right now since I'm on dad's lappie. but I'll show it to you later bah k blog? mun rajin bahh. 'cause I'll probably be so tired when I get home later, as always -___-"

one week before mid-year exam and I feel so fuckin .. dumb. call me Dumbo but I'm way worst than that name. I should prepare 9 apology cards to give to those teachers. arghh life so bad, man! grr maybe I'm exaggerating this but I'm not kidding tho. these few weeks had been so RELAXING. like seriously relaxing.. I didn't do any homeworks at home except yesterday. am I starting to realize that I'm an idiot or I was dreaming about it last night? I have no idea.

school school school I dunno wether I should talk about this here but whatev. I have the rights to write whatev I want isn't it? :) welllllll. I somehow feel like an alien in my own world. you know, alienated? I really try my best not to care about it since no one does but too bad I can't. and it's really NOT THAT EASY just to simply talk about it, ok. things won't work out if only one side is trying. if you really wanna put the blame one me, kamon lah. shove it to my face. boh plah belakang2 bah. how can things be settled out if no one points out the mistake. think la babes. you're making things even worst. I'm trying not to be ego but apa guna mengalah mun org len xda usaha pun nak? mehh craps. shuttup nuggie.

it's already nearly 5.30PM. in few mins time, dad will ask me to shut off this thing. I'm really tired blog. many so-called dramas is going on nowadays. I can even be in anak wayang doe. haha. bodoh benar.

and one more thing, just something to be wondering of, how can someone simply get rid of her or his friend when they we're so closed already oh? and bam here's the answer to my qs. THERE ARE STILL OTHER FRIENDS THO! :D move on move on move on. wtf

so so sos so this is the end to this craps. I'll be posting the pics later bah k blog. :]