two thousand eight, people?

three :three two four AM

blog blog! hye blog! the year is coming to an end. not really. well, quite la. :) it's two days until 1430 Hijrah. and four days until 2009. isn't it's just so amazingly amazing how time flies? guna belon kot. I had a ... wonderful year. I'm pretty sure I did. not really sure but bleghhhhhhhh. there's like so much things happened this year. and so much things changed. and so many people get out and get in to my life. and *wtf with this fcking and?*

me. to be honest, idk what's the difference between me at the beginning of the year & me at the end of the year. I'm still meeeeeeee. just a year older right? and no, so not a year wiser. but according to some people, I changed. HAR HAR. mind explaining which part? whatev it is, maybe they're right. I wouldn't know if I change or not. so thanks for telling me anw. all I want right now is good result for the bladiPMR. three DAYS left man. I mean, THREE. GAHHHHH. I don't think I did my best back at that time & I'm so regretting it right now. apa-apa pun, harap result smua orang menakjubkan jak. and by that, I mean straight a's la kan. Amin. :)

family. so many events are held this year. and all of them are really good to be cherished. NEW YEAR party 2008. something we said on that day. "tok la ari paling calie lam 2008". It's just feel right. hee. those birthday parties, hari rayaaaaa, tahlil, makan doa selamat. anything la. sist wasn't here most of the time anw. so it's not that great. =__=" tp tp tp, I forgot most of them bahh. so babo one. ish. but I remember one thing for sure. going out with them cuzzies every saturday or sundayyy. those picnics and hang outs. heart itt. and I hope it will always be that way. if I'm staying here. hwahwa. and weeeee. I miss my boipren nih. :(

nya hensem bah. :(

my 2008 fav pic. ;]

teachers. hahahahhaa. tang calie semcm jak. x) walopun I know no teacher will read this. I mao mintak maap ngan smuaaaaaa teachers kalau jadi sumber saket hati. and and I'm so sorry kalau ada anok2 cdak tok. cekguu. cekguu. kau lah ratu hatiku. ahahhaha. but I admit it, those teachers made my school year worthwhile. well, some laa. Miss Lee, our class teacher and also our english teacher. I like her sarcasticness. thanks for the things you thought us. Cikgu Meelan, our BM teacher. sangat sporting and she actually 'layan' our loya. best la sangat. :] Mr Liew, our maths teacher. heeeee. I like the his speed! walopun banyak sik masok. Miss Chong, you actually PUT those science facts to my head. like omgah, that rarely happens. HAHA. Cekgu Saiful, our KHB teacher. cekgu sangat COOL okaaay blog. Ust. Razi, PI teacher. can make us laugh at random moments. ha. SIR Let, geography teacher. I'll miss the "what did he asked us to do?". cekgu cekgu, cekgu amat calie bah. -___-" Cekgu Gobel, history teacher. a bit menakutkan when his voice at the high note. but still cekgu best. and I like sejarah only after he teaches us. and lots of other teacherrr too. :))

friends. so what's with friends ohh. xbrapa ingat lah. hmm. my classmates are great. yeapp, they sure are. I love the way we teased the teachers. though some teacher consider it as rude sesangat. and the class got so popular because of our rudeness I've just mentioned. 3 Cekal 2008. but I think.. 2 Cekal was a bit greater. hahaha. and through this year I got closer with my darling Syafinaz Sulaiman. and oh syayang, you are a great partner in crime. HAHA. rindu ngan nya bah blog :( hmm. there's many events held at the school as well. *like duhh* you know what. awal2 tahun, I was like.. I love this school. and bila dah nak habis skolah, that school was such a pain in the ass. sangat paloi la. tp tp tp it's considered as a great school maseh. ehemehem. geng bas skolah, you guys rawk. aha. Carrie and Jannet! I like those time when we teased Jannet with the apek. haiya, no heart feeling. ;P haha. and here at school. where I have this family. I love you guys. :) ktk org best okayyyy. and dear, you know it's hard for me to make the decision too kan? sangat berat hati bah saya. tetapi saya masih tidak tahu. kita tunggu dan lihat kay. but jangan serang my house like you told me, 'cause that sounds scary. haha. friends, those laughs and fights. things couldn't get any better. I heart you guyss! but to some friends who think I buang batu, no I don't. trust me, I don't. AND I'm not really that sombong either. hee.

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bananaheart. kamu. telah menemani hari-hari saya. :) terima kasih. I didn't know someday things gonna be like this. but it happened. yey me. ehhh. haha. the things was diff kan back at the beginning of the year? not beginning la. somewhere around the middle. I'm sorry. but then things were okay again. and I'm just grateful to have you by my side. but some things changed too right? how I wish everything was fine as it used to be. ehe. hoho. hmm. you told me you didn't regret right. thankss. and you know what. this something is always lingering on my mind ; it's not gonna be like this forever. but whatev with that. I'm just gonna appreciate all the time I still have youu. n.n tp tp tp, ttp mao padah tok. makseh & sorry for semuanya. :]

well, I wanna say thanks to everybody who made my year so wonderful. I'm still wondering whether this year is much better than yesteryear. ;) and to some people out there, I'm sorry if I've done anything wrong. I'm sorry if I dissapointed anyone. I'm sorry if I didn't do what you want me to do. Just plainly sorry for everything too. and blog blog, to you toooo. thanks for being my blog. :)

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ANW.
not really having a good day. woke up with some weird mood and back to that stupid mood again now. I hate this feeling & I won't sleep I tell you. saya juga tidak akan mengalah. if you need me, you'll look for me right? I don't like stressing people up. HAHA. I hate saying sorry I hate saying sorry I hate saying sorry. I want someone to tell me goodnight right now. ergh. and again, I'll be willing to take all the blame since all of them are my fault. InsyaAllah la. what's the worst I could do oh blog? I wonder. feel so ___________ right now. fill in the blank using any suitable word. oh ohh. I hope xda palak pecah aite. what did mmy tell bout sick people? sick people shouldn't think too much. harap2 nya have enough rest right lah oh blog. :/ and get well soon too. ukan aku ka spatutny jaga? mm. sorry

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