bothered.

the content of this post may be a lil bit confusing.
just like how i'm feeling when i'm typing this ; totally confused.
and annoyed, maybe. irritated. clueless. and ..... bengong. hahahhaahhaha.
i'm just so not good at turning my thoughts into words.
i'll try. here we go :

so when i came home from school earlier this evening.
that someone sent me a text. as simple as that.
i have no idea why he suddenly do that.
i thought the topic was over. no more to be talk about.
but then he do it againnn. but it was not that long.
only three or four texts. then he didnt reply, as usual.
maybe because i sindir him. padan muka.

i just don't understand.
it's like he thought that i'll do what he wanted me to.
as if he still OWNS me.
and could control my mind.
and make me decide.
well, that was back then.
he could do that when i was still with him.
what am i kidding. HE DID.
and now i realize, what a loss. haha

what he said was.. uhm. what did he said.
i dont remember. sheesh.
but i still remember some.
one of it was, he state - any boy except him.
see what i mean?
as if i ask him who should i be with. blegh.
but when i ask why should i listen to him..
he said he's just suggesting it.
he should remember that he's the one that encourage me to be with that guy. :)
i guess he mudah lupa kind of person. or cakap-takda-makna kind. wawa
but now, i have no idea what's his problem with him.
there's always something wrong.

i guess i'll just .. not care about it..
i bet he wont really wanna be with me again like he said.
GOOD. haha
ya la susah mun dah org rasa disayangi gilak. nyampah.
maybe he's tryna make himself remembered ho? lol

furthermore, i'm happy with the way things are going right now.
really happy. haha.
thanks love. :)
for making me move on.
you are truly an angel.
i didnt tell you about this? sorry.
it's just, i dont want to talk about it.

it's nearly 1am already. i better go to bed now. bbye. :)

life goes on and on and on,

nuggie